hi guys long time no see ( ⸝⸝´꒳`⸝⸝)

i moved to @literallyfarah , my new art blog!

Goodbye all.

I’ll not be using this account anymore. Creating a new one reserved for my works only + I want to focus building it from the scratch. And I don’t think this place is safe for my rants ‘no moe’.

Also.. since most of my moots/people I follow here no longer use tumblr, so I must say it’s for the best.

It’s been a long journey being on this account (tbh more than a decade..). This place witnessed the various phase of mine in life. I must say I took a lot of time thinking whether this is the right decision or not. However, perhaps it’s better to leave this account as it is and get cringe/have a small laugh at it when I revisit in the future.

I’m sorry and thank you for everything!

My mom been hiding she suffered cancer from us since last year, she went to hospital by herself. My dad broke the news to us few months ago while crying. He found out accidentally after they went to hospital for something else. She refused hospital treatment. Her reason; it’s covid era and she’s already old and doesn’t have much time left so why bother spending her limited time at hospital.

Every night since then I just can’t stop thinking about drastic situations and moves I’m willing to take. Tried to distract myself from them by working but.. whenever I see her pale face, I feel suffocated. Dying is better than seeing her current state. Now she can’t walk. I can’t bear the thought of living this life without her. God.. this is such a heavy test You have brought for us